Hahahahahahahaha the English paper was diSaPPoinTinG........... I declare myself officially incapable of writing under pressure. All of the essays that I have ever been proud of writing took me a few days to write, never an hour or whatever. That puts me in a lot of trouble because the essays that actually count, that actually determine my bloody future(!!!!) I must write in only 45 minutes. I couldn't think today. I really hope paper 2 makes up for my untimely inability to use my brain during paper 1.
Sigh.
Someone has planted a little guilt seed in my chest and it is sprouting and fast and digging its roots into my heart and I seriously feel like dirt tonight (hahaha can I consider that a pun???? ..no? sigh okay). Part of me is almost begging to burst into ugly stupid sobbing to lighten this uneasiness, but meh, what is done is done. I'll just sigh despairingly in the corner 6000000000 times instead.
Listening to lots Spacemen 3 and Pink Floyd and Jimi Hendrix tonight. This is Mary Anne by Spacemen 3.
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