Tuesday, 31 January 2012

bubbles bubbles straight to my head

Things to look forward to in the weeks to come:
- Having this whole week to relax because Relish is on holiday
- Free time to complete my portfolio, which is not even half-done yet (terrifyingly)
- Nidia's birthday picnic at the Botanic Gardens on Saturday <3
- Pay day is drawing close
- Therefore, I can buy my Laneway and Russian Red (who is going? I will go alone if I have to) tickets

And then mother of all mothers of all things to look forward to:
- Laneway Festival (It is next Sunday can you believe it?!)

Hi, making that list felt really good. That's probably the first organized thing I have done these past few days. I have been down with a case of the scatterbrains and it has made everything quite a pain. My mind is so unfocused and all over the place and I lose myself in there too often and forget about the real. I think I think too much but also not enough and I feel so fucking stupid a lot of the time. Like, really stupid. Stupid in its pure, untainted definition. Stupid as in lacking ordinary quickness and keenness of mind; dull, as explained by dictionary.com. I feel this might be due in part to not having done any homework or studying or maths problem solving for so long hahaha.

It is 3.36AM as I type this sentence. I barely got any sleep yesterday, and I just came back from quite a night with the Relish people about an hour and a half ago, but my thoughts are still awake. All over the place and unfocused, but awake nonetheless. I feel like drawing. I have some nice big paper I bought a couple of weeks back. Shall cut one in half and do a portrait or something. With watercolour. I love watercolour.

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